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So, i found out I have a sister.

she’s 12 years older than me…and somehow found me on facebook, thru my momma…who doesn’t even know how to post shit on her page without help.

Since that my dad died, i’ve found out all types of are a few gems

- my grandma was a hoe in Alabama, and erased her hoe past by moving to California in the 50’s

- my dad lived literally 4 blocks away from some nigga who had his name, and died in the same year…and probably never knew it

I find myself conflicted, as i am happy to know that i have a sister…. yet, i find myself somewhat apathetic to the notion of connecting with her. I’m not sure if it’s because i’ve lived my life by myself for so long, or if it’s just cause i know next to nothing about her, other than that me and her have the same dad.

My momma is puzzled by this shit, but I think she understands that she doesn’t understand.

I don’t really post on here as much as I used to, i go months and months without even visiting anything on this site outside of pervs blog… but yeah.

I got a sister.

I’m really on some Batsignal shit in this point in my life.

 I hate this shit.

I can do a lot of things,my IQ is over 140, and i know all types of people from all walks of life, i have 20/10 vision and my trigger finger is steady…. and most people who know me, know this too.

But it’s almost as if i’ve been relegated to the status of something as a swiss army knife…. something that doesn’t really exist, until you need it.

People don’t fuck with me, unless they need something or somebody i can provide, girls do not talk to me unless they want to fuck or need some help getting another dude out of trouble, and in general… i don’t exist until that batsignal gets shot up into the air.

Now just imagine, where your phone don’t buzz unless it’s about some money, pussy or something that can improve your standing in life…… sound’s dope? This is the shit that rappers brag about, but this aint what you want.

Now, i’ve concluded... that because i am so useful, i can be relegated to the utilitarian position that i am in right now…and maybe that’s a good thing, but i’m not sure if i want to continue to entertain this shit anymore.… I wish i didn’t know myself as well as i do, but i can’t cry about shit….it’s not even that serious.

One of the benefits of knowing yourself, is that in situations like this… you don’t need to go on some journey to find out shit about yourself. I see shit for what it is.

Sports,Same-sex relationships, and just how America isn’t as progressive as it believes it is.

Let’s talk about the kiss cam for a second.

Sure, it’s just a novelty act of sporting events, to keep fans interested and to promote a positive crowd experience amongst patrons….. but, you’re not gonna see a same-sex couple on that screen kissing each other.

It registered to me last night at a game, that America ( or at least American sports culture) maybe isn’t as accepting of certain things as it purports itself to be.

Maybe it’s just cause you just can’t “point out the gays” from scanning a crowd looking for canoodlers, maybe it’s cause it’s in bad taste to target people, or possibly… it’s cause people want to play it safe, and not do anything out of the “ordinary” because they’re unsure of the reaction it may get from tens of thousands people who have varying opinions on everything…and only have the fact they like basketball in common.

I just find it a tad bit peculiar, how the NBA can go on a ” don’t use the word gay as a synonym of bad/displeasure” campaign,fining Kobe 6 figures for calling the refs fucking faggots, be in all out support of Jason Collins (despite him being a bum ass nigga on the court), and you’ll still not see the support permeate into events within the arenas….niggas doing the bare minimum,just so they can get them brownie points and stopping at that.

I’ve always held the belief that America is in love with the idea of progressiveness, but it’s not really about that life…. and here is just another instance of it.

in General, sports are the last frontier for you to actively/openly promote all the shit you aren’t supposed to be in support of in todays society….but they’re also a barometer of how people really feel about things.

so here we are, faking the funk…yet again.

It’s kind of amazing that for how big Kanye West is, he’s nowhere close to as big as what MC Hammer was.

it’s kind of baffling as to how MC Hammers career gets thrown to the wayside, and not even mentioned as far as some of the biggest black acts( or just acts in general) in recent history.

Niggas only remember Hammer for going broke, Not for putting the city of Oakland on his back, having KFC Commercials, a fucking cartoon and selling millions of records.

act like you never did the Hammer dance, act like it.

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